Why is it when you come to write your CV you completely forget what it is you do?! You do the same job each day yet putting it in words is impossible. Then trying to find a job which suits you is equally as hard. I have so far applied for one job which seams quite good, but now its just the waiting to hear from the employer if i have been selected for interview. I hate the dreaded wait, that's all we seem to do is wait.... waiting to see if i will be made redundant and wait to see if i can get another job.
So far i have looked on the Job centre website and found a few which could be potential hits, but i am so nervous, what if i do get interviews and what if i mess them up??
Work is a bit strange at the moment everyone is been so nice, which is making it hard because i love everyone here and it will be hard to leave them all. Although i haven't cried today which is a good sign, but getting the motivation to actually do work is impossible because in 4 weeks i could be out of a job.
I was supposed to be dressing up for Halloween at work this year but i don't think my heart is in it any more :( My heart isn't really in anything anymore, i feel empty, although i know that redundancy is all about the numbers and not the individual its hard not to feel rejected and insignificant.
I could really do with going shopping, but instead I'm job hunting, the things we have to sacrifice just to get on this world. Ah well better get back to the search.......
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